is sucks, is higher as we expect but sometimes it's good that we have some. What I want do say is the own requirement can us stimulate or bring us down. In the moment my requirement as a photographer bring me so down that I don't what to look at my work. I don't mean the stuff that I post before, I mean the stuff I don't want to see anybody and I would not show anybody this stuff but and now I come to the big point ... there is concert photo for AEVID and they waiting for it. -.- For my self ... I would delete them (the photos) and forget them but I can do that. It is just ... I know I could do better concert photos, like the ones I made for King Fish, I just don't understand why the pics from AEVID are so ... fucking sucks -.-
I like AEVID I relay do, they made great music and are relay nice. In two weeks is the "Rock am Fluss" festival and I was freaking happy they want me as there photographer for that day but now I'm freaking scared of that day, I'm scared that I fail again.
What I forget to say is ... requirement can be sucks but it also can be good because it push us forward, ok in my case it brings me down ... mostly but let us forget that fact.
... I had to write that down ... ... thanks for the attention ... ... I go back to work ... AEVID photos calling for me ...